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Monday, October 22, 2007
Thursday, October 18, 2007
Keep in touch my friends
During many phases of our life, we encountered a lot of people that some of them become our friends. If we wanted to collect all the people that we called friends, I'm sure all of us have at least 100 friends. And that's a minimum numbers. But how many of them that you actually know what's going on with their life right now. How many that you actually keep in touch.
My biggest weakness is keeping in touch with old friends. The minute I stop seeing them, that's the time I stop keeping in touch. It's not that I forgot about them, it just that I afraid they don't remember me and I have this ideas that I might not know what to talk about with them. Only friends from my secondary school are the one that I keep in touch. And that one only happened when we are going to meet up for some occasion.
I felt bad about it you know. Sometimes my friends send messages asking how am I doing but most of the time I won't reply. I kept thinking that if I reply this message, what should I said next. At the end, I don't reply at all.
There were times I kept thinking about all the friends I have especially the ones that I was close with before. I miss all of them. I remember everything about every moments we spend together and I wish I can go back to that time.
There was one night I dreamed about all the close friends I encountered from primary schools to university. Everyone of them has special impact on me. God, I really miss them all.
I know nobody actually read this but to all my friends out there, from SRKSJ, SMKSJ, Asasi, FKUM to Marcus Evans, I wish I become nicer when you keep in touch but sometimes I don't know what to react when you try to keep in touch with me, I end up become some kind of snob. I'm so sorry.
God, I really miss everybody. Some I don't even know where they are. Some I still can contact them by friendster.
Therefore, please be nice to your friends. They are one of the precious thing in life and making life worth living.
My biggest weakness is keeping in touch with old friends. The minute I stop seeing them, that's the time I stop keeping in touch. It's not that I forgot about them, it just that I afraid they don't remember me and I have this ideas that I might not know what to talk about with them. Only friends from my secondary school are the one that I keep in touch. And that one only happened when we are going to meet up for some occasion.
I felt bad about it you know. Sometimes my friends send messages asking how am I doing but most of the time I won't reply. I kept thinking that if I reply this message, what should I said next. At the end, I don't reply at all.
There were times I kept thinking about all the friends I have especially the ones that I was close with before. I miss all of them. I remember everything about every moments we spend together and I wish I can go back to that time.
There was one night I dreamed about all the close friends I encountered from primary schools to university. Everyone of them has special impact on me. God, I really miss them all.
I know nobody actually read this but to all my friends out there, from SRKSJ, SMKSJ, Asasi, FKUM to Marcus Evans, I wish I become nicer when you keep in touch but sometimes I don't know what to react when you try to keep in touch with me, I end up become some kind of snob. I'm so sorry.
God, I really miss everybody. Some I don't even know where they are. Some I still can contact them by friendster.
Therefore, please be nice to your friends. They are one of the precious thing in life and making life worth living.
Sunday, October 14, 2007
Eid Fitr 2007
To all Muslimeen & Mualimat, I would like to wish Happy Eid Fitr.
Priceless moment during Raya that I will miss if it's not celebrated in Muar:
I love Raya!!
ps: This year I still get duit raya... Thanks to all my uncles who still don't realize that I'm working already... hehe
Priceless moment during Raya that I will miss if it's not celebrated in Muar:
- Catching up with everybody's life
- Queuing for toilet in the morning
- Play fireworks
- Eavesdropping aunties gossiping
- Duit raya giving session
- and the best part is photographing session!!
One small happy family
One big happy family!
I love Raya!!
ps: This year I still get duit raya... Thanks to all my uncles who still don't realize that I'm working already... hehe
Tuesday, October 09, 2007
I felt like I'm drowning in the ocean..
...So somebody take me away.
Seriously, I am…
I requested for a transfer but was rejected and asked to wait till end of the year to see how things change. B U L L S H I T
How things will get changed? I still have the image of stabbing him everyday when I come to work. How that supposed to help me improve at the end of the year. How he going to improve anything if he’s the one who disappear during working hours and appear 20 minutes before works end and pretend working till late. If there’s anything that needs to be re-engineered, it’s us.
Work sucks, my social life sucker. Even my bf think he spend so much time with me. How couldn’t I? He IS my social life. Other than that, NONE.
I’m really looking forward to Raya coz Raya means open house. Open house means meeting my friends. Which means my social life department will increase the productivity. Unlike now, which is at the level of none.
And Raya means holiday. At least, I can rest my mind of plotting a murder for a week.
Seriously, I am…
I requested for a transfer but was rejected and asked to wait till end of the year to see how things change. B U L L S H I T
How things will get changed? I still have the image of stabbing him everyday when I come to work. How that supposed to help me improve at the end of the year. How he going to improve anything if he’s the one who disappear during working hours and appear 20 minutes before works end and pretend working till late. If there’s anything that needs to be re-engineered, it’s us.
Work sucks, my social life sucker. Even my bf think he spend so much time with me. How couldn’t I? He IS my social life. Other than that, NONE.
I’m really looking forward to Raya coz Raya means open house. Open house means meeting my friends. Which means my social life department will increase the productivity. Unlike now, which is at the level of none.
And Raya means holiday. At least, I can rest my mind of plotting a murder for a week.
Sunday, October 07, 2007
Ramadhan is going to left us again
I cannot believe it that Ramadhan is left another 5 more days. And I don't write anything about this holy month. And today is the first day I'm not fasting.
I missed fasting at Mecca & Medina. It was the most wonderful experience that will never ever felt at any other place. Alhamdulillah I have experienced it twice.
The feeling of you with other thousands of people praying with the imam's voice reciting the Quran verses was so calming. Seriously I tried to describe here but I found it very hard to tell the real feeling and I just has to deleted the sentences again.
When can I go back there again. Before this the fasting month was in winter so it was quite cold in Mecca and very cold in Medina. Now the Ramadhan is starting to come near the summer, so I'm not sure if it's be any different there.
One thing I learned most while fasting there is that everybody is equal. You and the rest of people there gets the same space to worship Allah. It just that how lucky (or how early) you are there. In a place hundred of thousands people at the same place, a tiny place that you can stand, sit and maybe sujud is a luxury already. You tend to not being fussy where you can pray. That's why sometimes I get pissed off with people in Malaysia who mengada-ngada when in mosque.
Anyway, if I have the money to do umrah again, I will definitely going on Ramadhan. And I'm hoping this time around I will come with a husband and that will be more meaningful. =)
I missed fasting at Mecca & Medina. It was the most wonderful experience that will never ever felt at any other place. Alhamdulillah I have experienced it twice.
The feeling of you with other thousands of people praying with the imam's voice reciting the Quran verses was so calming. Seriously I tried to describe here but I found it very hard to tell the real feeling and I just has to deleted the sentences again.
When can I go back there again. Before this the fasting month was in winter so it was quite cold in Mecca and very cold in Medina. Now the Ramadhan is starting to come near the summer, so I'm not sure if it's be any different there.
One thing I learned most while fasting there is that everybody is equal. You and the rest of people there gets the same space to worship Allah. It just that how lucky (or how early) you are there. In a place hundred of thousands people at the same place, a tiny place that you can stand, sit and maybe sujud is a luxury already. You tend to not being fussy where you can pray. That's why sometimes I get pissed off with people in Malaysia who mengada-ngada when in mosque.
Anyway, if I have the money to do umrah again, I will definitely going on Ramadhan. And I'm hoping this time around I will come with a husband and that will be more meaningful. =)
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