I cannot believe it that Ramadhan is left another 5 more days. And I don't write anything about this holy month. And today is the first day I'm not fasting.
I missed fasting at Mecca & Medina. It was the most wonderful experience that will never ever felt at any other place. Alhamdulillah I have experienced it twice.
The feeling of you with other thousands of people praying with the imam's voice reciting the Quran verses was so calming. Seriously I tried to describe here but I found it very hard to tell the real feeling and I just has to deleted the sentences again.
When can I go back there again. Before this the fasting month was in winter so it was quite cold in Mecca and very cold in Medina. Now the Ramadhan is starting to come near the summer, so I'm not sure if it's be any different there.
One thing I learned most while fasting there is that everybody is equal. You and the rest of people there gets the same space to worship Allah. It just that how lucky (or how early) you are there. In a place hundred of thousands people at the same place, a tiny place that you can stand, sit and maybe sujud is a luxury already. You tend to not being fussy where you can pray. That's why sometimes I get pissed off with people in Malaysia who mengada-ngada when in mosque.
Anyway, if I have the money to do umrah again, I will definitely going on Ramadhan. And I'm hoping this time around I will come with a husband and that will be more meaningful. =)
I missed fasting at Mecca & Medina. It was the most wonderful experience that will never ever felt at any other place. Alhamdulillah I have experienced it twice.
The feeling of you with other thousands of people praying with the imam's voice reciting the Quran verses was so calming. Seriously I tried to describe here but I found it very hard to tell the real feeling and I just has to deleted the sentences again.
When can I go back there again. Before this the fasting month was in winter so it was quite cold in Mecca and very cold in Medina. Now the Ramadhan is starting to come near the summer, so I'm not sure if it's be any different there.
One thing I learned most while fasting there is that everybody is equal. You and the rest of people there gets the same space to worship Allah. It just that how lucky (or how early) you are there. In a place hundred of thousands people at the same place, a tiny place that you can stand, sit and maybe sujud is a luxury already. You tend to not being fussy where you can pray. That's why sometimes I get pissed off with people in Malaysia who mengada-ngada when in mosque.
Anyway, if I have the money to do umrah again, I will definitely going on Ramadhan. And I'm hoping this time around I will come with a husband and that will be more meaningful. =)
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