MC every month

Lately my immune system is not in very condition. I noticed that every month I will get fever. Not the serious type one but something that you can get at least 1 day MC la. Always the same symptoms; sore throat, runny nose or blocked nose, slight fever, ache all over the body and headache. Is there something that not balance in my diet? I eat a bar of oat every morning which is good to reduce cholesterol right. I try to eat my greens with every meal. Additional supplement is only taken when I can remember (I did my own vitamin C... hehe.. (masa untuk berlagak jap) which is usually 3-4 times a week. So what's wrong.

To think that I work hard till night, that's not possible. I'm not that workaholic okay. Oh ya, I did exercise. Ok once. Just started last week. See, when I started exercising last week, this week I got fever. Like today ok. It started yesterday when I was shivering at office and at the same time running up and down to get my documents ready. Today, I just flat on bed. Maybe I should start exercising twice a week and we see how that's go.

Or maybe somebody has a good supplement to recommend?

He's turn to turn 24

I fell in love when I first knew him. And that was 10 years ago. He's one of my closest friend that I shared many secrets. He's someone who cheered my life everyday. Then he was transferred to another school and somehow fate wants us to be friend and never lost contact. Funny thing about that decade where Friendster hasn't been created, I never met him and I don't know that he was growing so fast. But he never missed my birthday and I would always get a plush toy on my birthday. Who would have thought that emails and phone calls friendship has turned something more. 5 years after that we become couple and still going strong.

He's someone who would help his family and friends witout any complain which totally opposite of me. He's very understanding and very very patient with me. Something that very hard to do if you know me. He's very independent and very good with people. He's one of the closest people in my life. Every joy, pain and secret was shared with him.

Today he turned 24 years old. 10 days younger than me but he was way matured than me emotionally. I love him very much. I love his sense of humour. I love the way he take care of me. I love the way he shows me love. I love the way he taught me a lot of thing about life. I love his hardwork on our site. I love his love to animals. I love the way he does everything he does. I love everything about him.

Like someone quote,
"He's not perfect but he's perfect for me" and "He not everything but everything mean nothing without him."

So sayang, Happy 24th Birthday. May Allah bless every aspect of you life and hope your life will get better and success will come your ways... I believe in you.

xoxo,
Munm

Two events

Last Friday on May 4th, I turned 24. In this 24 years of living in this world, I still don't know what I want in life. I know what I want but when it's gonna happen and what I do to make happen or more precisely if it's gonna happen is something that I don't know.

I know I want to do master but not in Biomedical Engineering obviously, but something that combine business and engineering. I want to take up course in arts. I love arts and the fact my parents didn't let me take architecture once upon a time ago is not going to decrease my love to arts. I want to study in other country. I don't want to continue study in Malaysia. I want to experience living somewhere else and challenged myself of surviving it there.

On short term plan, I want a studio apartment to live by myself. I don't want to live at others house and treat live a penyemak. I will stay in this company the longest 1 and half year. This is not what I want in life. Waking up in the morning feeling hatred and loathed at my own job and boss. I don't feel any satisfaction or even I don't know what I'm doing in this company. I don't shine coz I don't have the light to shine. After 7 months here, I still couldn't figure out a single thing about drugs.

On the other note, last monday which is May 7th was me and Zainal 5th year anniversary. Five years is quite long time for unmarried couple right. We've been through many stages of our live when we were together.

Five years is a long time to get to know with each other. We know what each other will say after we said something. We know what each othet likes and dislikes. We know each other family and friends.

But I discovered that there's a lot that we don't know about each other. We don't know how each other feel if we said something. We don't know each how each other feel with our actions. We don't know how to react when one person fell sick. We don't know how to put our interest aside when one was in pain. We don't know how to pujuk when one is merajuk. We don't know how to give massage to one's when one is in pain. (but we know how to give one when we know we'll get something after that). We don't know how to keep our promise to each other when something better comes after that. (or maybe we thought that he/she will understand it since we've been together for so long). We don't know that when one's in pain, one's doesn't want anything but a company to stay by one's side through one's pain. We don't know how to tolerate each other different lifestyle status.

Yeah, there's a lot we don't know about each other.

Everybody's hurt somebody before

Everybody's been hurt by somebody before

You can change but you will always come back for more

Its a game and we are all just victims of love.

Don't try to fight it, victims of love

You can't decide it, victims of love, victims of love

-Victims of love by Good Charlotte

Don't go to Bun's SD Accesories Workshop!!!!

I always hate going to the car workshop. Those people there think that because we, women don't know much about car, so we can be cheated easily. So when a friend of mine open his own workshop, I was quite happy coz at least I can trust my friend.

But after 2 times services at his shop, my car suddenly has jammed it's brake. As usual, I called him to tow my car and repaired whatever it need to be repaired. Today, after phone call from him telling that I can take my car, I found out that the total was RM 554! For heaven's sake what the hell he did to my car that I need to pay that amount. Last month I just had a major service to that car and it cost RM500 too. I was bloody mad okay.

Then when I reached there with Zainal, we looked that 'jam' body pump of the brake that cost RM285. I looked at the bill at it said that he repaired the kit too which cost RM95 (later I fpund out from Zainal's friend that supply Proton spare parts that it was cost only RM45). And the labour changes increased to RM65 (last month was RM60 which is quite expensive too).

At that moment, me, someone who hardly get mad to strangers, just couldn't hold my anger. I straight said to his face that why every month I came to this shop, the labour charges keep increasing. Zainal was saying that the repair kit was usually around RM50. When he heard that, he just kept quiet like he knew that he was caught. After some hassling, he 'discounted' to RM500 only. Imagine if I just keep quiet and pay the stated amount? Next time he just increases the labour changes or whatever things again.

I really pissed of with him. I never knew him that well at school because he was the 'budak-budak bermasalah' back then. Yeah, some habit is hard to die isn't it. If you are SMKSJ, you know who I'm talking about.

In the midst of angriness, he offered a membership card to his shop with annual fees of R80. Kepala hotak kau orang nak amik membership tu. Fool me once, shame on you, fool me twice, you think I'm that stupid to let that happen? I will not go to his shop anymore.

I really hate people that asking their friends to come to their shop to 'help' them la, but the end they the one that cheated us straight to our own face. I will never forgive him for that. The worst part was he said something like it was bad luck this thing happened to me coz this problem rarely happen. Yeah, my bad luck la you cheating ass.

If a unknown shop cheat me, I might not that angry okay. Because dah kena pun. But for somewhere that I've come regularly and also someone that I know (I even praised him to my family), that was a big fat tight slap to my face okay.

At eve of my 24th birthday, I was freaking mad and broke another RM500 for the second month.